five thousand shades of blue
Wednesday, November 28, 2001
So tired. Training is long and while not difficult to do the job, it does require an incredible amount of multitasking and quick recall as to where things can be found (say, if someone wants to know if Gift X is kosher). My class is thankfully small and the people in it are, for the most part, fairly cool (there's one person I'm tempted to throttle but I doubt very much that I'll be working with her after Friday. At least, that is my sincere hope.). After about 8pm things get rather slap happy, as we're all running solely on caffeine and sugar. And popcorn.
There are not enough hours in a day, and I wonder how I will get through the next few weeks with my sanity intact. I am missing contact with all of my friends, very much hating eating dinner alone (out of Tupperware bowls), and driving home after midnight in the too-empty streets. Not to sound ungrateful, but even after all of this, it will still not be enough money to make bills. I do also have this PHP coding job to do as well. I wanted to sleep when?
Universe, I could use a serious break and some financial sunshine any time now. Thank you.
is
this just not enough…?
