five thousand shades of blue
Saturday, December 29, 2001
I think I have managed to mostly catch up with my blog reading. I'm not even going to try to claim to have caught completely up with the
more prolific bloggers, but in reading the entries prior to holiday festivities, I can say that even more than ever do I feel like the winter holidays were stolen from me this year. I never really got into any kind of a holiday spirit at all, I barely had money to spend on gifts, and then... then it was
over, and a part of me is acutely aware of a sense of loss. Strange. That's not to say that I didn't have a good holiday -- maybe I should say that the sense of
anticipation was taken from me. I never even posted a holiday card online, or sent out a mail message, or even posted here, which has got to be the first time in about five years I haven't even done at least one of the above.
Next year will be better. I know it will. Still hoping for good news from a Major Software Company With A Local Office... keep the good mojo comin'.
is
this just not enough…?