five thousand shades of blue
Monday, August 05, 2002
Time sure does fly.
In case anyone is still checking in here, I am still alive. Just very stressed out. At times like these the river of creativity seems to completely dry up. To feel so at a loss for something that comes naturally to me just feels so wrong, and I don't like it one bit. I feel like I must remain completely focused on surviving and I can't afford for anything else to matter -- and while yes, I do have my health and a lot else to be thankful for, I will not be 100% okay until I can turn my focus on something more beautiful.
I could use some positive thoughts for a positive outcome on that job I mentioned for Andra. All signs seem to indicate that something good is going to happen soon... I wish it would already.
is
this just not enough…?
