five thousand shades of blue

Wednesday, October 16, 2002

It's hard...

... to discover you've gotten a $98,000 windfall in the mail, then have to wake up.

I know that I need to contact my mortgage companies, but the visceral reaction of even thinking about doing it makes me physically ill. I hate what this is doing to me. I've never liked making phone calls to start with, and if someone were to ask me to make a list of hardest things to do, I'd probably list this at the top.

I hate myself even more for putting it off.

I guess I'm most afraid of hearing, Sorry, it's too late.

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