five thousand shades of blue
Wednesday, December 18, 2002
aiiiiieeee
Long story short: not prepared for holidays. I've been so busy and so damn
broke, and I feel terrible, and guilty, because I love to buy gifts for people. Cards aren't expensive and I used to have a very long and thorough card list and I feel bad about that too. Allegedly, I'm an artsy person and I should be
making presents for people but with what time...?
I have wonderful memories of Christmas as a child, and part of me misses the continuity of that into adulthood. The traditions we have now are very nice, make no mistake... but at this time of year I become acutely aware of how far away my family is.
is
this just not enough…?